I break into websites - with permission, of course.
I’m part of a program where they give you websites to break into - so you can learn hacking skills. They tell me how many bugs I’ll find plus a few hints. After that, I’m on my own to try and find them.
Most days I’ll find one bug. On a really good day I might find 2, maybe more.
When I’m done for the day, there’s always a bug I haven’t found. It’s the nature of the work.
But I hate it. It eats away at me that there’s something I missed. I obsess over what it could be and I can’t just let it go.
It can get so bad that it’s all I can think about. I’m frustrated I can’t solve it and all my energy is spenty obsessing over it. So I start getting angry and impatient with my family. It’s not a good place for me to be.
What’s Going On With Me?
I have tunnel vision.
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